How It All Started
2 years ago,
I read a book.
It was
called How God Changes Your Brain
It was
written by a neuroscientist and a therapist who had been studying the effects
of spiritual activity on the brain.
The research
studies and the authors’ conclusions led me to believe that if I prayed or
meditated, I could change my brain and make a transformative change in my life.
The Man With The Memory Loss
The authors gave
the example of a middle-aged man who came to them seeking help with memory loss.
They got him
to meditate 12 minutes a day for 6 weeks.
After just
those 6 weeks of meditation, he performed 50% better on memory tests.
Meditation had
changed the neural connections in his brain.
Wow, if only I could change my brain
There would
be so much to gain.
Perhaps I could
pray or meditate away anger, judgmentalism, criticism, self-centeredness, anxiety,
guilt and other bad mental habits?
I had to
give it a try.
Meditation 101
There are
many ways to meditate.
My
brother-in-law Arun prefers Twin-Heart Meditation and for Candy Crowley, the mediator of the 2012 VP debate, it is
some form of TM.
I used a
technique right out of the book How God
Changes Your Brain.
I set aside
12 minutes a day, during which I would
- Repeat a simple mantra
- Keep time with my fingers
- Focus my thoughts on what I wanted to change
- Ride a stationary bike at the apartment gym
From Small Beginnings
At first, 12
minutes was tough - I’d keep checking the time on my cell phone.
But after a
week of keeping at it, I was able to go for 20 minutes.
20 minutes then became an hour.
Soon I found
I could meditate at will.
I was
meditating before going to bed…when I woke up in the morning…when I was stuck
in traffic…when I was waiting at the end of a phone line.
And I abandoned
the fingers and the mantra. I had learned to focus my mind without those.
Intrinsic Satisfaction
I discovered
an intrinsic satisfaction in meditating itself.
I did not
care if the meditation was succeeding or failing, if I was doing it right, or if
indeed my mind was changing.
It just felt
like the right thing to do – a worthwhile use of my time.
Harvesting the Fruits
And slowly,
but surely, I began to harvest the fruits…
Peace
One of the
first fruits was peace.
I began to
feel more peaceful than I had ever felt before in my life.
Even if I
got shook up by something, I found that all I had to do was meditate for 15
minutes and I would become peaceful again.
What Was Bad Was Now Good
Dark moments
became light moments.
For example,
if I woke up in the middle of the night, instead of worrying and getting
anxious, I would have flashes of insight, inspirations for my writing and solutions to problems.
Living In the Moment
More and more, I found myself living, not in the past, nor in
the future, but in the moment.
An unintended consequence of being fully present in the
moment was I became a better listener – completely available to anyone who was
speaking to me.
Calmness
My response
to provocations and problems changed. Where
before I used to get riled, criticize, become defensive, blame, issue
ultimatums, or adopt a stony silence, more and more, I was able to watch those negative
emotions and words bubble up and then subside; they would come and go, and I was
able to just observe them with compassion.
Acceptance and Patience
I learned to
accept and move on from things I could not change.
I gave up being
stuck on ideas, rules, and my own perfectionism, replacing expectations with
expectancy.
In time, it
would transform my relationship with my daughter as I went from Tiger Mom to
Helicopter Mom to Hippie Mom – a change you can read about in my post It's Called Motherhood - 2.
Synchronicity
And whether
because I was liberated from the self-centeredness and preoccupation that had previously
characterized my consciousness - or whether because the universe is just plain
darn magical - I started experiencing what one might call “marvelous consciousness
coincidences”.
Such as getting
a sudden flash of inspiration - only to discover that around the same time, I was
having my flash of inspiration, someone connected to me was doing something amazingly closely
related.
Here are 3
recent consciousness coincidences….
The 3 Benches Post
A few months
ago, I woke up in the middle of the night with an idea for a blog post about 3 benches.
There was
nothing I could think of that might have triggered the idea.
But it was a
wonderfully original idea and I toyed with how to develop it all week
long.
At the end
of the week, I called my friend Nadya who lives in another state. We were
neighbors once and remain close friends, keeping in touch through regular phone calls.
When she
picked up and I said “Hi, Nadya, what are you up to?", you’ll never believe her
reply ….
“Building a
bench for my backyard”
Building a
bench for her backyard? Nadya is not a carpenter or a professional furniture
maker; she runs an assisted living facility. Occasionally, she will do house
projects like replace her carpet.
But here I
was listening to her tell me she had been building a bench all week in the very same
week when I inexplicably get an out of the blue idea for a blog post involving 3 benches, an
idea that I had been thinking about all week….wouldn’t you be stunned?
International Coffee Day
And then
there was International Coffee Day.
This one involves
Helen, whom I had to work closely with on my Dublin assignment. In fact, we were so joined at the hip, I used to joke to everyone we were
Tweedledee and Tweedledum.
The
marvelous coincidence happened during my last week at work.
The day was Thursday,
September 27, 2012.
I had already
written my “What’s Next for You?” post about my cousin Vinitha’s brave
entrepreneurial plunge and had planned to publish it on Saturday, September 29.
But on the evening of September 27, my eyes briefly lit on a Yahoo headline
about Saturday, September 29 being International Coffee Day.
And for some
reason, I woke up in the middle of the night that night and the makings of a coffee post came to my mind to publish on International Coffee Day.
And for
some reason again, it couldn’t wait till Friday evening, but I had to get up at
5 a.m. the next morning to research and finish this International Coffee Day
post.
When I got
into office, a farewell gift bag from Helen was waiting for me on my desk.
Inside was a
card and a Starbucks coffee mug.
This meant that
at the time my eyes fell on the Yahoo headline about International Coffee Day,
Helen was probably at a Starbucks store shopping for a coffee mug for me. A few days earlier, she had said to me, “I
want to buy a coffee mug for someone.
Where do you think I should get it from? “and I said “How about
Starbucks?”.
And at the
time, I was writing and researching the coffee post on the morning of Friday, September
28, Helen was probably gift-wrapping the coffee mug for me and writing out a
card to go with it.
This is why
The Unsocratic Coffee Quiz will forever be magical to me.
3 Words
Completing
the hat-trick of “marvelous consciousness coincidences” is my 3 Words post, and more specifically the
last line of it, which was – “As always thanks for reading and have an awesome,
stupendous, amazing day”.
I added this
line as an afterthought – just before I hit the publish button.
Then comes this comment from reader Aarathi about that line:
“Landline was out of order for a week.
Probably it was Divine intervention to keep me away from being online. While
reading the post I was flabbergasted, because last week I was trying my best to
substitute ‘excellent’ and played around with 'stupendous' and 'amazing’ the
same words found in your post. Remember I was not even looking for them online”
Wouldn't you
say the “marvelous consciousness coincidences” spigot is still on?
To think
that this happened even with Aarathi being on the other side of the globe!
And with us having never met or spoken, but just because we share a special author-reader bond.
Wow!
It points to a greater interconnectedness between all our minds and souls than we assume.
But then, people have been getting excited about telepathic communication for a long time.
Mark Twain's telepathic experience
Mark Twain tells of a coincidence when he and his friend Wright came up with the exact same idea
for a book at the exact same time. It you want to read
about it, you can do so here.
Twain called it Mental
Telegraphy, or distant communication between minds that are keyed to similar
wavelengths.
Upton Sinclair's telepathic experience
And then there are the
recordings of Upton Sinclair in his book Mental Radio - which documents the
telepathic communication between him and his psychic wife.
Harold Sherman's telepathic experience
Finally, author Harold
Sherman carried out a five and a half months telepathic experiment with his
explorer friend Hubert Wilkins, while Hubert was in the Arctic and Sherman in
New York. They each faithfully wrote diaries during that time. When they compared their entries after Hubert returned, they found them to be 75% synchronous – worthwhile material for a book which
they published called Thoughts Through Space.
So there you have it.
P.S. 1: What are the favorite "marvelous
consciousness coincidences" in your life?
If you can’t think of any, how about novels, tv episodes or movie scenes
that come to mind? I would love to hear.
P.S. 2: I was inspired to write this post after
reading Aarathi’s comment on my post 3
Words. Thank you, Aarathi.
P.S. 3: I plan to publish the 3 Benches post as soon as that is ready.
P.S. 4: For one of my daughter’s AP Lit assignments,
she was asked to request a few different people to give her a few words of
advice for the future. One of the pieces
of advice I gave her was this: “Be imaginative.
Only in our imaginations is the world truly limitless - we can go anywhere
and do anything. Reality may catch up later, or not at all.". So even if it’s only in my imagination, I would like to
believe that what occurred between Nadya and me, Helen and me and Aarathi and me
(or Nadya and I, Helen and I and Aarathi and I if that’s the correct usage) was
indeed a connecting of minds.
P.S. 5: As always, thanks for reading
and have a great day! And keep an open mind to all the possibilities in your life, including the possibilities for "marvelous consciousness coincidences”.
16 comments:
An amazing n thought provoking piece, Minoo.Fascinating work....
So many times I've thought of a person I haven't met fr years...n that person suddenly turns up, out of the blue, from nowhwere....
Agree with your friend, Ajay...this is such an amazing and thought-provoking piece.
Set me thinking:
Ever so often I sit at my cluttered work table to clear out unwanted stuff and at the computer to delete much of the unnecessarily accumulated files Then, having got rid of all the 'garbage’, I feel kind of light and easy.
How about : I sit myself down, still my mind and clear off that whole backlog of anxieties and insecurities , regrets and fears and all of those debilitating emotions that bog me down constantly. How much more ‘light and easy’ would that make me feel???
If the pathway to achieving a peaceful state of mind is meditation, shouldn’t it be worth a try?
And the concept of universal interconnectivity is so fascinating … simple and so complex, scientific and totally magical all at the same time…wow!!
A beautiful sharing, Minoo, written with such simplicity, sincerity and so straight-from-the heart. Loved it!!
Minoo thank you for the post.
when I shared a different experience sometime back with Jyo this is what she wrote... Yes! We are all connected in the universe, which means coincidences happen all the time! – The more tuned in to ourselves and the universe we are, the more coincidences come about! Yes they cannot be explained/proven because they are beyond proof. There is no need to indulge in them. They are for us to observe, wonder and move on! Love you! Jyo
Good sharing! Minoo! I second the benefits of Meditation! I feel that meditation is best learnt under an initiated teacher! I practice a special breathing technique with meditation. Through this I have realised all about life! From experience the entire life - moment to moment is a divine orchestration... Thanks to your friend Anonymous above for suggesting this read! Enjoyed reading your blog! Love you! Jyo
Anonymous said...
Ajay avarey,
when I read the lines
“Why, I’m honored,” I said hesitatingly, “But, why me? There are so many writers far, far better than I am...”, I was really shocked....because those were the words that crossed my mind when I read minoo's appeal to comment on your up coming post.
In another instance, same thing happend when i read about Arabian horses,because yesterday (i.e. Saturday morning) we(my friends and I) had a discussion about horses and particularly the Arabian ones.[It may be a coincidence but still I just couldn't ignore it.]
I really enjoyed your post and thank you for the same...Looking forward to the remaining posts.
Wish you and your family "A Very Happy And Safe Deepawali!"
Aarathi
October 23, 2011 8:11 AM
Ajay said...
Arathi, you're going to be even more shocked when you read Part II next week. You see part of your comments this week feature in Part II in a slightly different way next week. I'm convinced that either you have ESP or else my guardian the angel has been at work !
One doesn't have to be a really skilled writer....it's your lively style that's much in demand.
Thanks for the Diwali greetings, you and your family the same too!
Best and thanks for the appreciation
Ajay
October 23, 2011 10:35 AM
The above cocktail of comments is chosen from your blog
Here too I have mentioned about a coincidence.
This happened last October.
Sorry for littering the page Minoo; it’s an accident.
A/A/A/A/A
PS:the 5th A is for Accident
Thank you Minoo for that excellent post. Prayer is my way of realising my true self and I'm so glad that you are getting closer to yours. I think the greatest spiritual goal we can aspire to is living in the moment, because our present determines the future. As always, great writing and thinking.
I have myself experienced many moments of synchronicity including the time when I spied a real worm on my sleeve while reading a creepy book featuring worms. I was so aghast and horrified that I threw the book onto an unused, leaf-littered terrace where no one would find it!
I am editing one more comment supporting this post Minoo.
I'll be back after a few hours...
A to the power of n
Ajay,glad you found this piece thought-provoking. I had the experience you talk about recently. For some reason, in the past month, every time I heard this particular song on the radio (it's a
new song -which was odd), I would think of Anita Saran. What do you know? I got a Linked In message from her last week.
Jess...beautiful comparison. Indeed, it's just like that. Just as clearing out baggage from our physical spaces makes us feel light and easy, clearing out mental baggage has the same effect. I should know. I had the most mental baggage ever until a few years ago. Moving on to the synchronicity thing, it's such a trip. I enjoy keeping an eye and ear out for the newest coincidences. I got into the car two days ago and the radio dj was talking about the taste of crayons. When you see the title of my latest post (which will be published tomorrow) you will know why I chuckled at that. Thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts with me. Like Aarathi, you would be a great asset to Toastmasters. It's a gift being able to give feedback. Comes from all that teaching experience, I suppose!
Aarathi, I assume you forwarded the comment from Jyo. I agree no explanations needed. "Wonder" and "Delight" are the appropriate responses
Aarathi, thanks for reminding both Ajay and me about the coincidence with the Arab horses and his Oh Bangalore post- I had forgotten all about that. I am sure he has too. A Safe and Happy Diwali to you too
Aarathi, I just realized the Diwali greeting is last year's greeting and I am 20 days too early.
Hi Anita....your worm story is just too cute. When I get a chance, remind me to tell you about the coincidence between City of Victory and the unpublished story I wrote in August 2010.
Aarathi...any amount of comments and "littering" as you call it is welcome. You have the gift of feedback - always enjoy reading what you have to say
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